Support for Flowerlove22

[Sunnyside226]

My partner is away camping this weekend 

I have been at work I finished at 1

@tyme  I'm crying    

I feel like I am drowning   

[tyme]

Hey @Sunnyside226 ,

I'm sorry things are so tough for you.

How was the shift if you don't mind me asking... did you have to sprint to the shops with him?

[Sunnyside226]

@tyme  I took him to the library oh my goodness  he had the biggest meltdown screaming the library down  I couldn't even walk out  

Then we went to the shopping centre my my my it was running here and there I couldn't keep up  😂   we were looking at Lego then he  was gone   I hate hiding my feeling

I wish the pain would stop  I don't want to annoy you anymore  

[tyme]

You're not annoying me 🙂 I'm here and you know that @Sunnyside226 

I'm sorry he was screaming etc. Does he have an intellectual disability? 

It's so special that you have the privilege of making a difference to this young person's life.

[Sunnyside226]

@tyme  I haven't really been told much about him he's only new here  I think he has a lot of issues I'll put it that way  

Why doesn't anyone understand si ? Do I need to hide do I need to  what's the point in trying I want my parents I really do   I'm about to break   bye Tyme sorry hun 

[tyme]

Don't be sorry. 

I'm not sure if I've mentioned it before, but I was a SH addict in the past. I did it every waking hour.

However, when my treating team worked with the emotional turmoil within me, the SH fell away itself I didn't' have to try to get rid of it.

Just keep holding on. You are not alone. @Sunnyside226 

Are you safe for now?

[Sunnyside226]

@tyme  oh shit  that's not good hun  I am glad you got the help you needed 💛 it's never easy   I am guessing you had a lot of therapy? Then to be where you are now?  

I want my parents because I can cry to them and let everything out  I just want to be with them I miss them so bad  everytime I see a person with a mum or dad I just wanna cry   this pain I hold everyday is starting to hurt  yes I may have my 2 siblings but it's not the same  

You may be off now I don't know I really love talking to you  ,  bye Tyme  🤍 

[RiverSeal]

Hey @Sunnyside226 I haven't heard from you this afternoon! How are you doing today? RiverSeal 

[Sunnyside226]

I am going to punch a wall very hard soon I am going to run away from this family 

[RiverSeal]

I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling like this @Sunnyside226. Do you want to help me understand what going on for you rn? RiverSeal