I can’t cope

[Captain24]

IT wasn’t helpful to my thoughts @Ru-bee 

Im just waiting on my life n easy order to turn up and then I'm going to bed. I do have nightshift tonight though, so I should be in bed already. 

[Ru-bee]

Okay @Captain24 well I'm around if you need some company at point before work, but I hope you get a good sleep 

[Snowie]

Hi @Captain24 

Sorry to hear everything you are going through at the moment.

I hope you get some sleep and work goes better tonight.

[Captain24]

Well I’m awake. Just eaten even though apparently I’m too large according to that guy this morning. 

Im just getting ready. 

I don’t want to go and face it all again. This is wrong but hopefully they have someone else as their target tonight. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 !

What's going on??? Sounds so hectic lately?

I hope tonight is okay for you. 

[Captain24]

All that happens at work lately is me getting bagged out @tyme 

I had to people this morning and it was too much.

I desperately don’t want to be alive. 

We’re having another storm so it’ll be wet at work and I hate the wet. 

It’s like the cards aren’t in my favour. 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 fingers crossed it is a much more chill shift for you tonight hun!! You got this, I believe in you!! 💪

[Captain24]

I’m home from work and just got into bed. My meds are kicking in really quickly! 

Last night we had a massive storm. Trees down, house fires, bushfires. The wind made my truck rock. It’s a bloody big truck.

I was in a water cart so I sat around most of the night. It was awesome to watch all the lightening though. 

I was left alone. No one said anything to me at all. Oh except at the end of shift when they said sarcastically’ you were busy’ that’s ok though as it was a joke and I literally did nothing.

I didn’t even get tired. 

It’s nice to say it was an ok shift!

@Jynx @tyme @Ru-bee 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 

Glad to hear it was an okay shift. 

Yes, I read that the storm last night was one of the worst in a long time!

As for the meds, I find that too - sometimes, it takes AGES to kick in, but at other times, it kicks in so quickly. I haven't worked out the contributing factors besides how active I've been all day. I just know they start working when I feel tired and I start feeling hungry... I ended up eating an oportos burger coz I got 'the munchies' - and yes, it was after midnight...

The worst is when I'm so so tired but feeling so hungry that my eyes are closing as i eat... soooo bad.

Hope work is okay for you today.

[Jynx]

@Captain24 oh wow sounds so hectic! Watching all the lightning would've been sooooo cool! 

Glad to hear the shift was alright, hope they continue to leave off for tonight too!! 🤞💜