I can’t cope

[tyme]

I can't say I LOVED my time alone because I'm still not in my own home... it makes such a difference. @Captain24 

And my sister and I are still not on talking terms so it's not very comfy here...

Look, I own it.. I snapped, but she rubbed me up the wrong way. 

Meh.. anyway, I'm confident it will get sorted... It's a bit childish, but I feel the not-talking is giving me a break. So it's okay.

Working for the next three nights? Erghhhh

[Captain24]

I got it. It doesn’t matter @tyme 

[tyme]

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@Captain24 wrote:

I got it. It doesn’t matter @tyme 

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I hope i didnt miss something.....

That felt very 'cold'?

[Captain24]

It’s hard when you aren’t in your own space. @tyme 

It may feel childish but if it’s upset you then it’s not childish it’s important. You are out of home. Out of routine. Things happen. 

Im guessing it’ll get sorted when you get home. She needs help with the kids 

Yeah 3 nights. I hate it. 

[ArraDreaming]

Yeah rude

[Captain24]

Sorry I didn’t mean it to feel that way @tyme 

[Captain24]

Mind your own business

[tyme]

No no @Captain24 , I'm open. Take your time. I'm mindful you've had a big day at work so I don't expect you to whip up a response now.

Happy to just chat for now if you want. Keep it light? Then we can work of the 'other stuff' later? I'm led by you.

[Captain24]

I did respond but I should have done better. I’ll re-respond in the morning when I’m not so tired. @tyme 

Im really sorry. 

I feel like I’m not being myself. I don’t feel comfortable. 

Other than the forums do you have anything on for the next few days? 

[tyme]

No stress at all @Captain24 .

Take your time. I went on a few walks with Ruby today. It was nice to just get out and clear my head.

BUT, then the last walk, the kids came and the little fire cracker kid stood in the middle of the street and screamed that we ALL have to go home! The more I ignored her, the more she screamed. At first, I said I wasn't going to take her because she just screams if she doesn't 'win the race' (Nephew vs Niece). So she promised she wouldn't.

And she didn't. She was just tired and didn't want to go home without us so we ALL HAD TO GO HOME!!!

I left her, called my BIL to grab her and take her home. And that was it... painful child....

And, with the next few days? Um, I think I am visiting someone tomorrow morning to sort out the 'mess' that I came to Sydney with. 

Content/trigger warning

Remember how I was really upset and wanted to go to Syd for a break? The reason was that someone said something that really affect me, my sister and her family (and others)... 2 days later, the person had a heart attack.... he's okay but it was a shock.

Um... then on Saturday, I reckon I'll return to Melb. I've really had enough. I'll see how it goes.

So yeah, not very eventful...but full.

So let me guess, this is your block of work?? I seriously don't know how you do it. Do you think you can stay it in for a lot longer?