I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Yeah defs on autopilot. I actually think it’s a good thing in that respect. I actually start driving to work and try to remember if I have done things. Like take my bag. Shut the pantry door. Pack a cutlery. I do that too.. drive to the wrong place. Autopilot can be quite difficult at times and helpful at other @tyme.

I think, for me auto pilot in other times means that I’m blank. It’s kinda just before I get really bad. It’s like auto is just to function. It’d be interesting to see if it is an actual adhd thing. 

It’s so tiring to mask, I think that’s also part of the reason I get tired when I finish the block at work. It depends on my mood level if I get tired each day. I HATE social occasions, hence I’m always at home. My last psych appointment I didn’t mask at all. Mostly I don’t in them but there is sometimes when I feel the need too. 

Nothing planned. I really should take them for a walk but I haven’t for a while. I’m a terrible mum. I’ve got mums dog Monday and Tuesday so that’s my excuse for not walking them then as 3 dogs is just too many. It’s hard with two. 

[tyme]

Hey @Captain24 , I have to log off now, but I'll be here tomorrow.

[Captain24]

Thanks @tyme Talk tomorrow night

[Jynx]

@Captain24 👋😊

[Captain24]

Hey @Jynx 

[Captain24]

How’s things @Jynx 

[Jynx]

@Captain24 haha saw this earlier today and thought of you!!

How's your day been so far?

[Captain24]

Haha that’s so Jett @Jynx 

Ive not long gotten outta bed. So I guess you could say not good. 

How’s your day? 

[Blackcloud]

I feel like a failure (in terms of the fact that I can’t even cook). 😒

Also, I’ve been taking notes for this essay I’m working on and I lowkey wanna cry, also consider I lowkey have been thinking about why I didn’t choose to do psychology earlier instead of choosing fine/visual arts

🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 lord

oh, and history SUCKS! ALL kinds of history actually including art history.

[Jynx]

Nah I'd say that sounds lush as @Captain24 wish I was still in bed!! But different strokes ahaha. Did you have much you wanted to get done today? 

@Blackcloud this meant to be in another thread hun? haha