I can’t cope

[ArraDreaming]

How can we be allowed to post extremle detail of child abuse om this thread with no trigger warning yet I get banned from making a thread saying I’m angry????

[Jynx]

@ArraDreaming hey man, some TWs can probs be added pretty easily
Was thinking on that my own self - alas got distracted before I could get round to it

[Captain24]

Don’t worry. Forget about it. Forget about me. I’m done

[Jynx]

@Captain24 it is hard when it's been conditioned since childhood hey, but you CAN unlearn those things!! It'll just take time!! 

Also, no wonder these perspectives of thinking you're unworthy/not good enough are so ingrained when you literally lower yourself every time anyone else enters a room. That's like.... nth level manipulation, I am so sorry you copped that. 

Oh that's clever, to get more sparse bushes!! Maybe some bonsai, moss or succulent babies eh? I'm not biased towards these plants or anything, no no 😅

[Captain24]

I’ve got a long way to go @Jynx 

That’s why when people say ‘you are worthy’ I know that I’m not. It’s like I’m beneath everyone. 

I don’t know what I’ll plant yet. I need to give myself some time to work out no snake options. 

I seem to be a problem here tonight so I’ll just go. Keep everyone else happy. 

Thank you but I think I’m done. 

[Jynx]

Sent you an email @Captain24 💜

[Captain24]

@tyme Are you around? I don’t want to stay long but I’ve got something I want to tell you. 

[tyme]

Yes yes! I am soooo far behind! Tell me @Captain24 ! I wanna know.

Hope you're okay. I'm just catching up on the hundreds of posts since I've been off.

Tell me. I'm all ears.

[Captain24]

I’ve been nominated to be the peer support champion of our crew at work. I do training Wednesday and Thursday this week @tyme 

[tyme]

This sounds stupid, but I'm crying happy tears @Captain24 !

It is TOTALLY your role. It's perfect for you.

In a way, I feel that as you delve into it more, you can consolidate parts of it in your own life. 

That's what happened to me. I wasn't REOVERED when I started peer work. Recovery came with it.

However, it's also important to know your boundaries.

So so so proud of you!