I can’t cope

[Captain24]

Thanks you for being understanding @tyme 

Im really not ok. It’s pretty bad

A few walks? You must have needed a lot of escape! 

OMG she sounds like an adorable handful. 

I hope you can sort it out. I don’t like seeing how it’s affected you. I care. Is it something he always does or could it have been the early warning signs of the heart attack? 

If you go home you will have your own space. Be able to be comfortable without pressures. I just want to see you relaxed and calm. 

When do the others go home? 

Yeah this is my block. This one is 2 days 3 nights. Monday morning I am free. I need to do it for at least 15 more years. I need to pay off my house. 

[tyme]

She's an adorable painful handful @Captain24 

I'm sorry things are so crappy tonight for you. Have you taken your meds so they can start kicking in?

Another 15 years!!?? Would you look at doing something else at all? When I first met you, you seemed to really enjoy your job. It was a protective factor and something to look forward to. Now, it seems like such a painful obligation. How many years have you been in it already?

I'm so sorry I have to love you and leave you now. I wish I could stay. Please know I'm thinking of you. I'll post when I can. Feel free to check it when you get a chance. 

Hugs Captain.